Our Thoughts are Creating our Future

I'd like to share some tips on how the universe works! I've been practicing this for 2 yrs now and my life has been so blessed with love and abundance!

Today Is A Good Day To Dream....

For no reason, I feel so excited!
I feel something great is about to happen and I know...
I just know I'm gonna be a part of it!

I feel fabulous! My life is fabulous with all the adorable people around me!
I feel so eager and unlimited!
I feel so intuitive and creative these days!

It really pays to align yourself to who you really are. It frees you from the bondage of fear!
My life force levels are ever up and I've decided to keep it this way! I choose to have happiness
as my dominant feeling!
I'm so thankful to be alive!

And because I feel I'm in such great alignment with my source..... I'd like to take this
opportunity to dream some more......

 

This is my vision board and I stare at it all the time! hihihihi I feel so happy while looking at these images!

-  I often dream of exploring more and seeing new places! I know I can tell so many stories with the photos I take! Lezzgow!!! I wanna write more... create more!!

- also I wanna close my cards and just leave 1 for emergency purposes. i wanna save more!

- I dream of having my dream cam! A Canon Mark II plus all the prime lenses available! hahahahhaahahah and set-up my own studio in my room! I just have to find time to buy more stuff for my props! hihihi so exciting!! I got so many concepts in my head!

- to have someone hold my hand and never let go... awww!! cheesy I know but true! I can feel his presence. I know he's there eager to see me as well! I know it's just a matter of time! No pressure! There's always a perfect time for everything! What's important now is that....  I know in my heart that I'm ready to love and trust again. There is nothing to fear!

- someday I want to have kids. i'll name my first child Maggie of course! Maggie will be a model (thanks to me!) so i have to prepare all my equipment to put up a studio for her! hahahaha I carved an image of her while cooking at a young age. I'm so eager to teach her all stuff I know. To bake countless butter cookies with her will surely be a delight!


I know they're all on the way! All I have to do it sit back, relax and be happy!!! cheers!!

Never Afraid To Start A New...

In preparation for 2012, I've decided to organize some stuff and totally replace some important things with new ones. Last year, I made a solemn promise to myself that I will cut all communication with my former bf so I could fully move on. Fortunately with much perseverance and will power, I was able to detach myself from him emotionally. It wasn't easy but very possible and it won't be possible without the help of the loving people around me. I may say that my recovery was quite fast as compared with others who seem to haven't found their way and who are still covered by trauma and fear  to love again. 

And do for the next year, I've decided to make even more moves to regain my whole self again. Today I made a new email address. For the longest time, eversince I started dating Jr, I've used eamska as my user id. Eam is basically  my name spelled backwards... also intended for a so-called screen name when I joined Put3ska 10yrs ago. Ofcourse since I was into SKA music that time, I'v included ska along with my user id since most of my contacts then were from the world of ska. But as I move on to a new path, and since I'm interacting with various people from all walks of life, I believe I need to come up with a much formal user id. 

.......and so I now shall use mayoilagan@gmail.com as my primary email (former emails will still be forwarded to this new one).

And since I have a new google account, I've decided to create a new personal blog.

I actually attempted to revive my old one (mayology101) however, I felt that  a new one would be better.

For this, I plan to write positive thoughts and insights as I journey into aligning with the SOURCE (most of you call it GOD). Yes, I've decided to heed to what my inner self has been telling me so let this new blog help me get to that frequency once again. It's difficult to explain but as of the moment I am learning ways on how the universe works.. sounds geeky ey??? Just trust me on this ok? In the next posts, I'm sure you'll get what I mean. 

Also today, as a Christmas gift to myself, I've decided to buy our food blog its own domain! You may now access our great food photos at www.eatsadate.com! Yey!!!